Infatuationsfresh snow caresses the rooftops of my newest adventure
i wrap myself tighter in this red blanket;
you move closer.
my warm mittens dont resist your hand.
your eyelashes are dusted white and my lips are so cold;
id rather be in your arms.
im shaking from this, this cold
the stars above me stare down in admiration
DONT BE AFRAID.
i reach for the thread that hold us together
i hold on for dear life.
this has got to last
just like the snow
that wont melt til spring.
4,6,7.Its your smile that makes the whole day so much better.
I cant seem to keep you off my mind.
Not even my sanity, kept in my pocket, can calm this.
Im so hypocritical when I laugh at all the sappy love poems,
but this is insane.
Is that butterflies I feel?
Could it be that I HAVE A CRUSH?
Ive been so used,
I could never open my heart again,
but I hate that I cant breathe when you stand next to me.
Everyone knows. TAKE A HINT.
I am so obvious that I even blush when you say my name.
It just sounds so pretty when you say it.
Say my name.
if i took one picture of myself
for the rest of my life
COULD YOU SEE ME CHANGE?
i split right down the middle
into the two the people you have made me
I AM NEVER GOING TO BE THE SAME
youve made me completely insane
my curly locks straightened by my constant strain
BIPOLAR (BIPOLAR) BIPOLAR
i hear them whispering at me
THEYRE WISPERING ABOUT ME
im awake and its three AM
the clock seems to glare at me
SHES LAUGHING AT ME
and as the morning mocking bird sings i cant seem to contemplate
what i have become
i no longer smile when i see that mockingbird
shes so happy
SHES MOCKING ME//THAT MOCKINGBIRD
shes dancing on my window sill
making me sick
im going to kill that bird
she can just fly away
from the pain
from the hurt
FORGIVE AND FORGET?
easier said than done
as i reach for the morning its silently killing me
because getting up means waking up
ONE LAST ONE I PROMISE
one last drink
Like a neglected child the ivory keys scream your name//
Begging you to love her again//
Shes singing to you//
The lyrics cradle the melodies dancing on your fingertips//
Let your hands glide with her beautiful serenade//
Like wheat swaying with the wind keep the time//
Like ivory, like ivory//
So dance, dance with me, dance//
Let all the walls crumble to the ground//
Leave the world behind and everyone in it//
Nothing matters anymore//
Its just you and your passions//
Let the music bring you back to when I would hold you//
So dance, dance with me, dance//
The ice cracks beneath my feet
Like what we had, what I had for you
Cracking, breaking, right underneath me
We are frozen in time;
Hold hands as we fall into the black water
I dont have a reason to breathe anymore
Pick me up from underneath the sheets of cold, hard ice
The sheets of ice that layer your heart
It doesnt pump
It doesnt feel
Feel me, heal me
There is no more warmth there
Im searching for that one last breath
Feeling love for one last time
Sneaking in something real
Something I can grasp with my hands
I can feel
I can feel you again
I can breathe again
The ice melts in my hands
The water is warm
Let's melt together, fit into a mold
You're BeautifulYoure beautiful.
I notice when I caress your leafy limbs.
and today it feels like a holiday.
You were always beautiful
but, I never took time to look around.
I notice when I gaze at your fluffy clouds.
Today I appreciate you because in a couple of hours
your beauty will be raped.
Pulled apart with each gust of wind,
with each rain drop, with each dark cloud.
I see it.
Its distroying everything in its path.
Hold on to your hat,
cause baby tonight a hurricane is a blowin.
Let me smile one last time.
Let me hold you one last time.
And before we part my love let me say one last thing,