I did a little soul searching this summer. I sat myself down in early June and said to myself, "Look, get over yourself and get out of your tiny ass box. No one else can fit in it and you need to make it just a little bigger." Well, maybe I didn't physically do that but I did it mentally. This summer has brought a lot to mind and I'm realizing who my real friends are, who made an effort and who decided to be fake and not give a shit, which is cool, I never really like you much. You probably won't read this and think it's you but you just add to your fakeness, which is your choice. But I know that the friends that did stay in touch are gonna be there for whatever.
This summer I've mostly preoccupied myself with marching band and traveling. This year was the year that I finally gave in and decided to join band and get over my stupid fears. That's right, Emily May Johnson is an official band geek. And to add to my feats I flew on a plane BY MYSELF! back from two weeks alone in Georgia.
But what's really disappointing is that I didn't do any writing this summer so I need to get some creative juices flowing. Maybe this new light shed on my life will give me inspiration.
Until Fall,
Emily May