The Countdown

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TEN things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:

1. I wish you would listen to me more. I feel like the only way to get close to you is by pretending like I care.
2. I want you to be around more often. I miss having someone to actually talk to.
4. You could have someone so much better than him, someone who will actually take care of you instead of the other way around. I know you know it too and one day you'll stop pretending. I also think that you know the most about me because of what you read here.
5. SOMETIMES I WISH YOU WOULD JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP.
6. You make me feel so inferior to you, like everything I do is stupid and pointless. You know the most about me and I wish you would just give in to my self confidence issues. You know the most about me but I don't think you quite understand me.
7. Why won't you call me more often?
8. You are my inspiration and the day you leave me will be the day that I will lose myself for a while. And after you leave, I hope you help me carry on all I have learned from you.
9.  I hope your daughter doesn't turn out to be like you, because you aren't much of a role model. Neither is your niece.
10. I wish I met  you. I feel like that hole that I try to fill is because you left before I even laid my big brown baby eyes on you.

NINE things about yourself:

1. Music truly is my life and my escape. I could get lost in it.
2. My insecurities are what hold me back from being the bold person I know I am underneath.
3. I can't whistle to save my life.
4. I'm afraid of change because I get really comfortable in my little box.
5. Being away from my family scares me but once I leave it's the most amazing feeling ever.
6. I'm really not as tough as I make myself out to be.
7. I'm extremely honest  and I think that's what drives people away from me.
8. I a lot smarter than I give myself credit for.
9. I hate unclean bathrooms. Seeing hair on the counter almost makes me throw up. I think it's a problem.

EIGHT ways to win your heart:

1. Making me laugh.
2. Being honest.
3. Laughing at my jokes.
4. Having a smile that makes me melt.
5. Telling me I'm beautiful even when I'm wearing nothing but sweats and a baggy old t-shirt, which is my wardrobe most of the time.
6. Telling me a secret that no one else knows.
7. Being good with kids. Major turn on.
8. Talking to me about things you wouldn't tell you friends about.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. What the fuck am I doing here?
2. I'm SOOOO hungry.
3. Ok, I should probably do my homework now.
4. Huh?
5. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. (etc)
6. I'm pretty funny aren't I?
7. LUNCH IS IN T MINUS _____________ (ENTER MINUTES/HOURS/SECONDS HERE)

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:

1. Clean my bathroom/pee/brush my teeth/wash my face.
2. Stare in front of the mirror and make facial expressions.
3. Click the fan two times.
4. Find a comfortable spot in my sheets (this could take several minutes).
5. Put my retainer in.
6. Read a really amazing book.

FIVE people of the opposite sex who mean a lot to you:

1. My dad.
2. My grandpa.
3. JESUS. (gotta respect the guys upstairs)
4. Dante
5. Cody
6. HWSNBN (he who shall not be named :])

FOUR things you're wearing right now:

1. My all time favorite green Victoria Secret boyshorts underwear with the writing on them.
2. My green way-too-short-to-wear-in-public pajama pants with the peace signs on them.
3. Relay for Life shirt.
4. A black bra.

THREE songs that you listen to often:

1. How Far We've Come- Matchbox Twenty
2. Mockingbird- Eminem
3. All the Above- Maino Ft. T-Pain

TWO things you want to do before you die:

1. Face my fear of falling by skydiving.
2. Travel the world with someone I love.

ONE confession:

1. I think about love and sex more than people think, like what it would be like to just fall into someone I love more than words. How would I feel? What would it be like? I wish, when I do finally give myself to someone else, that it would be perfect, not a mistake like most kids I know who've just thrown away their innocence. I want to be so in love that I can feel it from my head to my toes. I want to know what it feels like to be loved back.
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